Filed under: blogging, depression, family, life | Tags: emotional, family, girlfriends, ratioanlity
I have gotten into quite a bit of trouble this week.
Most of this trouble I have found myself in was within my own family, this meaning I have pissed a lot of people off.
This action was all uintentional, meaning that people have been on edge, or overlly sensitive over particular things and lashed out, primarilly at me.
This is not unusual.
The most recent being that of my brother and his girlfriend.
I merely told her that she had upset some people this week, or more-so asked if she knew that she’d upset some people this week and that it seemed as if she’d told Luke not to stay at my sisters so she could take him to get a present.
Soon enough after asking her this, albeit over msn messenger; I recieved a phonecall from my brother who said, “You’re a Fucking Bitch”
Soon enough the phone was taken from me and my mother came and loudly told me off, as of his request. She tells me that I needed to be more tactfull and that the woman I had apparently insulted thought I was being mean and that discussion has gone on for several days now.
I haven’t heard from him yet, not even a reply from his birthday message.
Prior to that my sister had gone off on me when I had said, why don’t you go home then. Earlier in the night I had said it, “Go home Ali,” Mimicing a two year old who said it the other day, clearly she didn’t pick that up and yelled, screamed and carried on. Causing another series of scoldings, for my insensitivity.
No one ever gets scolded for being over-sensitive.
I am supposed to eb the emotional one in the family.
The reason as to why I had told her to go home was simply, she had said something along the lines of, ‘it’s getting late, I still need to dye my hair,’ I think with an addition of something about having to work all the next day.
I guess I am just Emotionally Numb.
Filed under: Humanity, blogging, family, friends, health, life, teenagers, the smiley news | Tags: conversation, Dinner, family, society, television
Who is it that you share your nightly meals with?
Is it your house/flat/room-mates?
Is it your Family?
Or is it your television?
These are the questions I would like to find the answers to, do you share you nightly meal discussing your day with your familiars, do you eat alone in front of the television watching the nightly news, or depending on what time and channel you are watching; the weekly drama of Desperate Housewives?
On most nights my family and I sit at our Dining table, sometime between 6 and 8pm to eat, to talk, to learn. We learn what we did in the day, what’s on our minds, what is driving one another crazy once again at work or at school. We gossip, we discuss we debate or as Mum calls it, argue. We are a family.
Before moving in with our new family, which gave me a new younger sister and a father-type-person, we did not share this. My older sister who lives up away from this in a house sharing with one other (Formerly Two others) noticed it. We never sat at the table, and even prior to becoming used to it, I looked down on those who’d sit together at a table. Posh types who believed in the Christian Right-wing type of nuclear-Christian family.
When I thought of eating at a table, I thought of praying to a god I never believed in, in being told to get my elbows off the table. Of awkward quiet times in that rarely used room in my grandparents (On my original fathers sides) abode.
Now however, when I think of eating together. I feel, happier, more willing to engage in this nightly ritual only broken every now and again. I think of how lonely the meals were with only the news to keep me company, no arguments over the table over whether one of us is mature, or whether I am too nosy. Who will have a better career in the end, and whether it will matter at all how much we will make. Whether or not we should get solar, or try another alternative source. Whatever is the hot topic, or million topics of the day!
When company comes over, we share great meals over this table, and if it is not big enough…we get more tables and fill more then the extension of the dining area. It is a wonderful time, and I have never felt more in touch with my family, extended and those who I live with on a day-to-day basis.
This is my account thus far, of what my life around a table is. I would like to hear about yours, what is it you eat with, who you eat with and what it means?
Filed under: Biggotry, Humanity, News, Politics, Religion, Tv and Film, Youtube, gay, homosexuality, teenagers, the smiley news | Tags: angryaussie, Biggotry, chris crocker, fox news, seperatism
Biggotry.
The hot subject of the day as induced by angry aussie (http://angryaussie.wordpress.com) who is one of my more favourite bloggers, I must admit i have ignored him for some time. But that is presently irrelevant.
As he points out in his youtube video, people generally lose their criticism when talking about it. I mean when your the one being criticised you act quite civil, dont you? There are rarely any extremists when these topics are discussed.
Funnily enough, from the related videos, there soon was many videos about fox news’ biggotry. This here what I am speaking of is not about fox news, it is the media in general. I don’t really watch fox news, or even too much TV, but the biggotry in the general media. This media I talk of covers, Morning news on all channels, youtube, blogging, myspace. Even in the streets, the person at the checkout.
I am going to speak on one particular person, who I am in fact, a fan of. His youtube name is Chris Crocker, he is on a regular basis being a biggot, and being a victim of biggotry. He is a beautiful man, I wish I was as pretty as I see him, and he is opinionated. He says what he thinks and you can’t tell whether he is acting or speaking from the heart. He says it angrilly and is incredibly patronising but everyone really loves it.
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In conclusion anyway.
We all are biggots in one way or another, we all have our moments when we declare soemthing, racist, sexist, homo…or hetrophobic, against religionor whatever, just what you need to be somewhat, decent a human being is.
TACT!
-Smiley
oh and btw.
Do you love my new header ^_^
Filed under: blogging
Well this is jus a note to say, I am back and ready to blog again after a long absence.
-Smiley
Filed under: Australia, Climate Changeee, Environment, nature, the smiley news, weather | Tags: heat, hot, Summer, weather
“Winter is the season in which people try to keep the house as warm as it was in the summer, when they complained about the heat”
It is mid November, Summer doesn’t come for another half a month and it’s already in the 30 – 40 degree weather. And for you not metric morons, that is in Celcius, which you should learn, it is much easier for everyone. Over 100 degrees Farenheight.
So for everyone who doesn’t know I am an Aussie shiela and this is what it is like in Australia, so yeah. Imagine what the actual summer will be for us. Think about this while you drive your high performance utes to work which is just around the corner or decide, ‘hey! !hy not drive instead of take the bus.’ You are contributing to this hell for us, up here in Australia. Or down, whatever you prefer to call it.
So it is your fault you carbon producing morons, Your fault that in 2002 374, 000 new cases of Skin cancer were discovered in Australia alone, and that isn’t including the Melanoma type cancers.
I know its been a long time but I have bee working nearly full time. Please comment and make me come and tell you whats wrong with you more often.
-Smiley
