The Smiley News


I am a Bitch Apparently!
Saturday, October 4, 2008, 8:16 am
Filed under: blogging, depression, family, life | Tags: , , ,

I have gotten into quite a bit of trouble this week.
Most of this trouble I have found myself in was within my own family, this meaning I have pissed a lot of people off.
This action was all uintentional, meaning that people have been on edge, or overlly sensitive over particular things and lashed out, primarilly at me.
This is not unusual.

The most recent being that of my brother and his girlfriend.
I merely told her that she had upset some people this week, or more-so asked if she knew that she’d upset some people this week and that it seemed as if she’d told Luke not to stay at my sisters so she could take him to get a present.
Soon enough after asking her this, albeit over msn messenger; I recieved a phonecall from my brother who said, “You’re a Fucking Bitch”

Soon enough the phone was taken from me and my mother came and loudly told me off, as of his request. She tells me that I needed to be more tactfull and that the woman I had apparently insulted thought I was being mean and that discussion has gone on for several days now.
I haven’t heard from him yet, not even a reply from his birthday message.

Prior to that my sister had gone off on me when I had said, why don’t you go home then. Earlier in the night I had said it, “Go home Ali,” Mimicing a two year old who said it the other day, clearly she didn’t pick that up and yelled, screamed and carried on. Causing another series of scoldings, for my insensitivity.
No one ever gets scolded for being over-sensitive.
I am supposed to eb the emotional one in the family.
The reason as to  why I had told her to go home was simply, she had said something along the lines of, ‘it’s getting late, I still need to dye my hair,’ I think with an addition of something about having to work all the next day.

I guess I am just Emotionally Numb.



Owen Wilson and Depression
Friday, August 31, 2007, 11:49 am
Filed under: Drugs and Alcohol, News, celebrity, depression, health, life, owen wilson, suicide

I didn’t hear about it until Wednesday and I was totally blown away. I seriously couldn’t believe that he of all people had tried to kill himself.

Owen Wilson is undoubtedly one of my favourite people in Hollywood so I was blown away completly. I hope he does recover from his depression and I send my Hopes to him that he gets over it.

here are some organisations to help depression.

http://BeyondBlue.org.au

http://Samaritans.org

Please don’t do it everyone who is thinking about it the world is Happier with you in it.

-Smiley